should or not

lat nite im tinking should or not i try it again....coz it likes giving ten black roses to me...
rrr...confession...it easy to fall but hard to catch it...how to maintain...n how to start it...
im always think...always.....but there r sumting in front of me..sumting hinder me to catch it..
confius2...tat is he my rite person??? coz we r so different...i know u jus wana fren with me even i wan it more...but dis ting stil hapen n always hapen..every person i wan run away from me...why n why...smpai ble mende ni nk blaku..smpai ble2...it means i must forget him....i will...
sape yg mulekn dlu...spe yg diamkan diri...sape2...haaahhh...dasat...xkn nk jd pempoan yg hegeh2...klu org xnk...xkn nk pakse....ur felling to me.....i know u jus wana play wit me...thankss for everything.....
but what if i need u???? wat can i do...plz... coz i hate dis situation....

Don't speak, I can't believe
This is here happening
Our situation isn't right
Get real, who you playing with?
I never thought he'd be like this
You were supposed to be there by my side

When you say that you want me
I just don't believe it
You're always ready to give up
Whenever I turn around

What if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a fight

I'm so sick of worrying
That you're gonna quit over anything
I could trip and you'd let go like that
And everything that we ever were
Seems to fade but not the hurt
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad

When I say that I want you
You know that I mean it
And in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try

What if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse
To never be true
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away
Without a fight

Every time I speak you try to stop me
Cause every little thing I say is wrong
You say you're noticing but you never see
This is who I really am, that you can't believe
Makes me want to know right now
If it's me you'll live without
Or would you change your mind
What if I need you?

sick..sick of dis....

confession

slalunye smua orang akn pk yg diorg always rite...even benda 2 salah stil btul...
xphm ngn karenah manusia skrg...slalu brubh...kacau....perit...ape yg aku buat ni
sy nurul fatihah memg xpandai bergaul,xpandai berkate2, never feel romance coz never get true lov...unbeauti, merendah diri, slalu pk diri byk kekurngn...low self estm..lonly..
rrr...ape aku buat ni...selalu dikejar slalu xdpt..slau xpandai...slalu...slalu coz im not a perfect person...dating...lagi la xpenh...wlaupun penh dikecewakan...

dunia byk kedustaan.kerana manusia 2 slalu berdusta..dusta..cm 1 penyakit kusta..xde ubat..sbb 2 nme lbih kurg sme...knpe skrg bru nk xtiv blog?? sbb duk umah. sbb kwn smua jauh..bz..keje...

manusia slalu melihat ape yg cntek d mate...hati yg cntek siapa nk tgk...dipinggirkan...slalu dilakukn oleh mnusia...slalu dialami oleh manusia...

jiwa npe slalu kosong...wlaupun sbnrnye x...krne kite perlu di sisiNya...Yang Maha Esa...
insyaallah...jiwa 2 xkosong lagi....

aku xpandai mengarang..memg xpandai...sbb 2 kot rmai org kte im the weird person...
weird dimate korang dn dieorg...dimate sndiri...wlaupun rse diri ni slalu plik..plik...adakah sbb itu
kawan...my best fren..thanks 4 everything even im always hurt u....itu crite dulu...crite lme..

kite diajar untuk slalu menghormati org lain,memahami mereka, menghormati keputusan mereka even diri kite xdifahami...xpe...itu kesabaran...kerana kesabaran itu indah...
indah hidup ini...masalah...witout problem, hidup itu xindah...

maybe

waht that is mean by maybe?? maybe..maybe...
maybe i should forget bout it..thinking bout it...and stop bout it..coz it doesnt work ..maybe it will not work it..will not..what im trying to say..rrrr...im stil searching and i will stop it..stop from think bout it....always be like that..always...
try? try?

WAT IM SUPPOSE TO DO NOW....xpandainye bab2 ni..

my personality

thru psychology test and got all og dis...mybe all dis rite..huhuhu...sometimes..

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.

You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

dis feel is start again...

wat i feel jus now...rrrr...tension...help..help....dh lme dh x rse cm ni..ade laa 3 thun leps kot...
tapi ble dh start blik xtau nk buat ape dh skrg...npe ek...npe ek..aku xpndai nk kawal mende niiii...
aku dh xpandai nk depan ngn dieee......start ble fisrt time tgk die...first time bg keje kt die...npe ekkk...rrrrrrrrrrr...mende g aku rse patut buang jauh..jauh...

plez...dont talk too much

everybody,anybody always talk too much around..
wat they think they r always rite??? sick..sick of dis
tension...every moment...
i cant wait n i dont know wat happen 2 me...plezzzzzz

how could i doing my work like dis...cry...its worthless...
lonely...like i didnt know who am i..who am i....
who am i...
look like im strong but not...
becoz im unbeautiful??
or wat...sometimes
life is unfair..but
mayb we will bwtter after dis
better..likes always people wants..

pork & beans?

pork & Beans = they're going to live their lives without trying to impress anybody.

but why...still dont know hapen..wat hapen...now...still same