becoming 2011

hohoh....its becoming 2011...lme dah x update blog ni..asyik2 penuhkan blog 1 lg..hohoh...

wat purpose for dis becomig year?? still d same or must motivate to b a better life...ermm...syukur n alhamdullillah atas berkat kesabaran selama ni... dapat jugak rezeki hari ni..amin...tp...

tibe2 rse kusut ngan naik gaji yg tak dijangke nii...is unpredictable...kwn bleh jd lain...jauh...dipndang serong? itu sudah semestinyer...penat laa cm ni...td petg lps mjlis 2...junaidi sekat xpyh berenti...erm...confius nii..memg syg tempt 2...tp cm dh twr hati jer...tp xpe...thn dlu...hold 1st...xrugi pun.....tp cm mne pun abh tetp nk resume aku 2... ..

end...

end

peduli atau x

iskkk...kenape laa mende ni bleh jadi..sebb aku ni peramah sgt ker???sbb aku ni baik ngn org yg ko x suke ker??? itu mslh anda laaa...bukan mslh sy pon...lgpun sy ni xnk ade mslh ngn org lain...
xperlu kot...

die x cri mslh ngn sy.buat pe nk cri psl ngn die....isk xphm laaa...nme je dh kawen...
tp mende cm ni x le nk pk...aishh....geram pon ade...hari ni...x psl2...ble tego xnk ckp...

ok fine...

xpyh ckp trus...ble ajk mkn ...xnk...sbb sy ni pekerja biase...mkn ngn hod...xde kls laa mkn ngn staf biase niii...td terdengar crite ade keje ksg kt tati...lnsung xde britau pon...amat laa terase atii...klu x ...birye2 nk bgtau...iskk..xphm laaa org2 sekeliling niii

kepada sesiapa yg terbace blog nii...buat2 xtau je laaa
ini adalh sekadar luahann semate mate

day 5: when it started...

yay..its going starts in better way...hahaahah...3 hours is along to know each other...hohoh...til 4.30 am...
but...thre stil...


I don't feel like I'm falling.
No, I don't feel like I'm falling.
No, I don't feel like I'm falling down.
Just say "hello" to the ground.

day 4: hohohoh

er...when i started chatting with him...its beginnig??? dont know how to describe...but it stil have a fence between us..it stil ...mybe...im not 4 him..

day 3 : silent...

ermmm...day 3...still searching....anywhere in dis place..but not found..tentang rasa....rasa yang tak terungkapkan...rasa yang buat jadi sewel...xbetull..hahaha

ade org nk tolong..tapi entah laaa..segan..malu pun ade..cm mne nk mengadap sem ni...mati laa...mati..parah...prah...

1 lg kes yg blaku hari ni...ble mnusia2 tidak bersyukur dapt belajar..pastu kutuk2...macm bgus... berenti je ..seng..xpyh buat dosa...ni duk kutuk2 ...belagak nak mmpus..

day 2: you wouldn't like me if u met me

ermmm...its been day 2....nothing happen..today...ermmm.....stil thinking scenario about yestday..wana forget it..throw from my life...coz i not should be like this..today...try n try....maybe today i not that place..so it not too give me fact..but jus see him far side...ermmmtry...try..

There's a war inside of me
Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song
Do I push it down or let it run me right into the ground
I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound
And you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me down
I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
And don't you worry there's still time
There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone
And I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will bring you around
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I can't say that I'll love you forever
I won't say that I'll love you forever


this song suitable for today n dis stupid moment..